The ties that bind can sometimes be as strong as magnetic, chemical or atomic bonds. What would it take to transform carbon into platinum? Others have called it alchemy, but when we apply this same philosophy or recipe to life or relationships it all presents the same set of problems…how do I turn copper into gold?…a hoe into a house wife?[no pun intended] a hardened criminal into a community activist? The short answer would be attraction. Esoterically I applied this same logic to myself and realized why I don’t want to be with a woman that I cannot be my true self with or will have to dumb down my consciousness because she is unconscious.
Most women in my current state of consciousness do not hold my attraction they can only arouse me carnally, but not consciously. I find true attraction in women who are mentally awakened or open to the idea of becoming that. The journey or quest in aiding and assisting her mental revival lifts me off my feet as if being drawn to and compelled by pure scent coming into the nostrils, thereby ushering a mental and carnal attraction.
My lower self has little control over me or else I would have sex with any and every woman I could simply because of carnal desire. The desires of the flesh pale in comparison to the desires of the higher self-mind. I now know this is why I lose interest so easily or why I rarely bother with pursuit. I would much rather pursue enlightenment or her mind. The flesh would simply be a consolation prize, because the true attraction should ultimately be her mind. If the attraction does not first begin there…it is doomed for failure.
