QUEEN OF SORROW

They passed around your heart like a basketball

Bounced it up and down

Threw it on the ground

Your bones and heart as brittle as eggshells from the pounding of your soul

Caused your heart to callus and become swole just to protect you from the idiots of tomorrow the likes of which you do not yet know

Your heart must have weighed a ton from all the baggage attached to it

Pushing away all the good men who attempt to come near it

They wanted to lift your spirits

But couldn’t handle the weight of your experiences

That endless cycle of wanting and moving backward

You want to move forward with life and love

But pain it fits you…wares you like a neon glove

You look to the stars and above but inside your heart is love

Barricaded and persuaded by sorrow to never let go

So you pass it on to each and every one you hoped would be the one

Then he turned out to be just like the last one

But in reality it’s you who’s really the one

With your crown of thorns and tears pushing away those who near

A good one or bad one is just a lump sum

Because to you anyone will be just like everyone your eyes have touched and your sorrow froze cold

But one day, one will come who will want to lessen your pain,

Will your sorrowful condition remain that will cause him to refrain from etching your name on his heart and brain

Because if your thinking is still the same

Alone you will remain for all your tomorrows,

A queen of sorrow

I STAND TALL

They say I’m ill

Like a lick of me could kill anything and everything on oxygen like they suffering on oblivion pills

But I’m not stupid

I’m not touched

My consciousness isn’t the one on life support, buttered up and stuffed

Screaming to the body…abort…man abort

Like you snorted all the heroin

All the coke on earth

That’s the effect of a young dumb one trying to test one with superior intellect…

a god one

Something all lessor minds still excepting the phony construct of the matrix should address

Before they dress

Before they open their front doors

Before they lips let slip words

I implore you get your universe in order because I got my circumference

Of my cipher…I am the master,

There will never be another while my mind is free and diverting disaster

How can you not want your mind to be free?

I attach rockets to my thoughts and watch them flee

Won’t catch my mental in darkness, Stagnant and placid unless it’s that primordial blackness

I am Lord of the perfect blackness

Let me retract a few trillion years that I might be exact with this in finding divine blackness

Free your mind

it takes practice

Jump to the moon…its mental

Its practice

I WANNA BE FREE

The hook of a song that use to cling to me while rotten in prison cells or dungeon hells

The title is but a minor detail

Restriction by physical movement, but not mental improvement

Like a bowl of rice smothered in water I expand farther

My mind grows…it expands farther

I know not a biological father

But I feel a gnawing pain deep in my loins from all the comings and goings of my offspring’s

Thoughts springs

But ignorance and laziness was never a part of my genetic making seeping into the gene pool like chlorine its toxic I would never curse my seeds so

I got teachings to eliminate such dis-ease

It plagues me to see visions of all that sprang from me lacking freedom of the mind

Such visions will make you go blind

I stand tall in my divine

Tall in my free-dome

Because both I call home

 

 

this is the remix…lol

I THINK VERY DEEPLY

Her love is fierce

Her gaze can pierce through steel because her love is real

Her eyes carry the force of a 1000 old souls all educated in love

So she knows how to love

Its in her genome not handed down from above

It can dive through the depths of any ocean and Cover the expanse of any galaxy

 And beam down on you with the intensity of every sun known to history

Because she knows how to love

You can’t defeat her as an enemy with love in her artillery

She wields it much better than you

She studied it much longer than you

She wears it as armor and made bullets of it able to pierce the brick walls of any man’s heart

Because she knows how to love

To her…we are just novices going through the motions like waves in the oceans

She tries to teach us

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SHE KNOWS HOW TO LOVE

Her love is fierce

Her gaze can pierce through steel because her love is real

Her eyes carry the force of a 1000 old souls all educated in love

So she knows how to love

Its in her genome not handed down from above

It can dive through the depths of any ocean and Cover the expanse of any galaxy

 And beam down on you with the intensity of every sun known to history

Because she knows how to love

You can’t defeat her as an enemy with love in her artillery

She wields it much better than you

She studied it much longer than you

She wears it as armor and made bullets of it able to pierce the brick walls of any man’s heart

Because she knows how to love

To her…we are just novices going through the motions like waves in the oceans

She tries to teach us

She begs us to listen to her with our heart and ears, our eyes and mind

The more she teaches us

The more our ears decline

The more she reveals that she needs us

Needs us to listen

Because she knows how to love

We men tend to wear ignorance like skin

So she shows us love from within that makes us realize what it’s like to be men

She can show you a sunrise with her smile that will make you feel the sun through her eyes and watch as her magnificent beauty rises

Her sadness is like an eclipse on your entire existence making it hard for you to focus

Because she knows how to love

She loves with the ferocity of a polar bear protecting her cubs

Who knows how powerful is her love

We only know we want to be loved

And she…

She knows how to love

my book is now available

recently barnes and nobles sent me a purchase order for several copies my book of poetry entitled…”PIECES OF MY MIND—I THINK VERY DEEPLY: A COLLECTION OF POETRY. I am proud of the work i done with this book. I have sold a lot of books independantly without a publishing house and the nonsense associated with such. but also, i know that the future of this book is bright and that more copies will be sold. several of the poems posted on this site come from my book of poetry, so if you have ever seen any of my poetry and like it…please check out my book